Final Say

Wed, 22 Jul 2009 15:06:55 GMT

you're the reason why i'm still breathing..

Wed, 01 Jul 2009 16:13:11 GMT

I can't believe i just bought a webcam just so that my pretty girlfriend can see me everynight!! Hahaha! This is my first time! Love you loadz Honey!

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 17:52:50 GMT

lately.. i just don't find things right back at work. with all those eyes on me whenever i joke around with my supervisor. & they make it sound like as though i did not do anything but to laze around with my supervisor. hey hi hello!? i am doing my things. i have my own limit. i don't go beyond my limits. don't pretend to keep yourself occupy with things around you whenever my supervisor is around. that's all bullshit! you're such a hypocrite bustard. you know why?

you told me, you prefer working with me than my sister. & you told my sister, you prefer working with her than me. isn't that bad to say something like that? anyway don't worry, we will not fall onto any of your words. i'm truly sure that you will never come across this blog of mine. but i'd be happy if you're reading this! i'm so pissed off when you have to tell me that i'm such a lazy staff or colleague to you. oh ya thanks! please keep your comment to yourself when you're jealous. honestly.. you don't have to tell me this that at work. you're just a senior waiter! & i'm a waitress, no longer a trainee. so you don't have to tell me anything regarding about work. i don't boast around because you have this mindset that i am. you yourself still doesn't know well about the cutlery's setting. oh tell me about it now?

another thing, i simply hate someone to guide me about customer centric initiative (CCI- smtg regarding about work) when you yourself don't know anything? eh f**k la. don't tell me just because you're f**king senior you know most of the things back at work? & you got this cheek to tell me that i'm boasting around because i know my (CCI) that well? i swear i'm not. i love helping to those who are still unsure about their (CCI).

i'm-not-in-the-mood-to-work
i-feel-like-quitting

Jason Mraz Video

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 15:45:23 GMT

I'M SORRY FOR THE UNSTABLE HANDS HAHA EXCITED LAA.

Jason Mraz!

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 10:13:11 GMT

I WAS SO EXCITED WHILE I'M ON MY WAY TO KALLANG INDOOR STADIUM, LAST NIGHT. UPON REACHING THE ENTRANCE, EVERYONE WILL HAVE TO STOP & CHECKED THEIR BAGS! I FEEL SO IRRITATED WITH THEM FOR NOT ALLOWING ME TO BRING MY BABY DSLR IN! & I HAVE TO SURRENDER MY BABY DSLR IN THE LOCKER & THEY WILL KEEP THEIR KEYS. LUCKILY I HAVE MY LOUSY DIGITAL CAMERA WITH ME! AT LEAST I MANAGED TO CAPTURE A FEW SNAP SHOTS OF JASON! BUT I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WITHOUT DSLR. THE LOCKER WERE ALL FULL WITH DSLR CAMERA, MY GOODNESS.

I'M ENJOYING EVERY LITTLE SECONDS WHEN THEY'RE PLAYING HIS HIT SONGS! THOUGH SISTER & I FELT ABIT GLOOMY.

WILL UPLOAD THE VIDEOS WHEN I'M FREE.

It Brings Me A Huge Confusion For This?

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 17:55:10 GMT

Hell yeah. I'm oh so gonna get my pay in few hours time. I can't wait but probably I need to wait for another 24hours(?), how suck can that be. Shucks. 16 more days to result, how irk can it get. I was hoping that my pay will come as soon as possible but as the payday gets closer, *jeng jeng* the reveals of getting result are getting closer too! Alright at the moment, I shall not think about it. I shall think about something that makes me go gagaga over it. Such as? Looking forward to my uncle's from my maternal side wedding ceremony by the end of this year which they're doing it over at my place, using my room for the groom to change & etc! & as for my uncle from my paternal side gonna have some family gathering over at Downtown East chalet. Its a clash event! How can that be? How am I supposed to follow the other cousins doing things that they should do. Staying late nights with the girls over at my place OR the guys over at my uncle's chalet? Argh!

If you were to be me, which one will you choose?
& why? Hahaha its like as though this questions can win you $500, haha like real.

Idiot, I ate plenty of sambal belacan which my mom did the night before & now I'm suffering it badly. Cos its hurting me terribly.
Pedih siao.

Thu, 13 Nov 2008 12:37:12 GMT

I was so happy that this morning when I reached at my workplace, I saw two cute customer were sitting while resting comfortably after they had their breakfast. So I didn't hesitate to "pribas" means, clear the things which they are no longer eating. Few minutes after pribasing, they called for the bill. After which giving them their change & etc, I gave them the feedback form, smiled & I walk away, continuously doing my things. While I was busy doing my things, one of the cute guy came up to me. I thought he bother giving me back the feedback form when actually he can left it on the table like how the other customer used to do it. But yet! Okay at first he asked what's my name & he wrote it on that form under Who Serve You section. After few seconds he looked up at me & asked for my number. Unbelievable thing could ever happen to me. Because he's not a malay nor chinese but an angmoh guy! Haha not only cute but hot. Which girls will not melt seeing those kind of guys? Haha.

After work, Azrian was being nice enough to fetch me from work, thankyou eh boy. He was late! & oh ya for your information, I'm not working at Fish & Co.

Have a good day!
Ok bye.

Tue, 04 Nov 2008 17:40:20 GMT

Seriously you changed into a weird guy. They way you dress, pukes me off. As in a way of "ah hack la" Its not the kental/now trend & etc dressing but its so obvious that you're making it like (speechless). Before we got to know each other, your dressing was sucha turn on to girls thats including myself but maybe for now, NO!?!

But yet I still miss you.

Work was tiring, duh which work does not involves energy? Haha. But sooner or later I'll enjoy it very much. I like that cute guy over at my work place, heh. Too cute, very hard to resist. Hoping to get the same shift as you so that you'll always brighten up my day with your smile!

The fact that, I miss my babygirls so much! I'm so glad that C have already started working. M, your o's are nearly over, right? You both lovelies, I can't wait for you both to have lunch or dinner over my place! When?!

And ooh for now I dislike how you make me feel

Fri, 08 Aug 2008 18:40:04 GMT

I'm beginning to annoy myself with all this nonstop thinking of you. I try and try to think of something else but no matter what, I just can't seem to stop. I think about all the good times we had. It makes me feel all shitty now. If my brain were a computer, I'd delete all of the files on you. I'd just click-drag them over to the trash and get on with my life. If my head were a great big notebook, I'd rip out all the pages on you and me. But my brain's just a brain, and it does what it wants. And I guess it wants to think about you constantly. I swear to god, I'm totally sick to death of all this nonstop thinking of you. Hang upside-down, or hold my breath. I can't escape no matter what I do.

All alone in my room, think of you at a rate that is truly alarming. I keep looping my memories of you in my head, I pretend that you want me. And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities. I put myself at ease by pretending that you still loves me. And I can't stop thinking about you. What I would give to have you look in my direction? I touch myself like it's somebody else. Thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind, let me show you how.

Thu, 24 Jul 2008 16:49:57 GMT

I DECIDED TO GO PRIVATE INSTEAD.